Stupid

Why does no way work?

If you are nice then you suppress actual thoughts sometimes and then you can't be real and then you feel like you can't get close to anyone.

You can't be always nice and be real at the same time. You are real but then you bug the crap out of people and you are mean to people and when people bug you you are mad at them and they are mad at you and you are both just like, UGGGGHHHH YOU.

So there is no answer and there is no way to fix this. And being a person gets harder and harder and I really hate growing up/facing the fact that I am a stupid human being.

I'd rather be stupid inside my head than let other people experience it. But is this the right thing?

Why is everybody so incredibly stupid?

Living is HARD. There has to be a way for humans to overcome their stupidity and advance themselves in this world. Or just be able to exist in peace.