Real

I feel like I am surrounded by pessimists and realists and people that just don't have any imagination or hope and I feel like I keep on trying to jump and I go to these people for help and they all let me down and they grab me and tie me to the ground so that they can continue their mundane lives and bring me down with them. What the fucking fuck.

I really don't want to be destroyed. I want to go out there and do what everybody is afraid of doing. I want to be the best that I can be and be around people that are the best that they can be that don't manipulate me and turn me into the person that they want me to be. Going into this without support system feels like a slow death. I am turning insane and I cannot be here anymore.