Pride and Pride

Don't get me wrong, I think boys are awesome. From life experiences I have met a lot of good ones and a few that I have liked. But I'm finally noticing what my problem is and why I have never had a boyfriend and why the cycle continues.

It's really sad that boys have such fragile egos because of what they think they need to be/prove. I think this is so dumb so I don't even want to go there. I don't want to build them up and encourage them about their "masculine ways" to make them feel better. I don't intentionally want to tear them down either! I just don't even think about these things! And building the ego is key to spitting game, as I have read in many a 17 magazine and the likes. Make them chase you! Flirt! Leaving him wanting moooore! You totes rock gurl. Get ur dream man and his nice abs! jsdofjapaweioidjfopafjoiwejfoiaew

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NONO NONONONONONONO SHUT UP YOU STUPID LADY WRITERS I HATE YOU AND YOUR KIND. 

But…how sad is it that those 17 magazine articles and the likes scarily have a lot of truth to them? 

I don't want to feed an ego that stands for stuff that I think is ridiculous. I like guys that I like because I think they're awesome. And that's that. But no matter how great the guy is, I always find a way to really really hurt them by joking and thinking they can handle it. And I never mean to bring down their ego. I only intentionally find ridiculous pleasure in bringing down an ego belonging to a guy like this

This fictional character gives me hope. 

OR 

life observation option # 2: I'm just really bad with boys.